one of the worst things abt chronic fatigue and chronic pain is the boredom. rendered incapable of doing anything and the pain and fatigue is so taxing that your brain can't handle doing engaging things. your brain gets tired. too tired to think sometimes. but you're still aware. so then comes the boredom. just yearning for any kind of activity but being denied it because you just don't have the space for it. the worst thing abt pain and fatigue is that it's banal.
I realized I never posted these here on tumblr! 2020 did unspeakable things to my mind and bodyβ¦I staggered away from lockdown with a whole pitch of how I would make an animated Cats adaptation. I got the whole thing up here *taps skull*βit would be Very Good. I canβt think about it too much lest I awaken my sleeping obsessionβ¦still want to finish Old Deut and Macavity one of these days.
Fun fact: The term "Jellicle Cat" is actually the catsβ mishearing of the term "Dear Little Cat" (this gives me much joy)
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YOU CREATE YOU, ISN'T THAT BEAUTIFUL?
(They/them)
Got my photos back from the Elemental Aerial Studio Dreamland Showcase!
I was a monster under the bed and crawled out from under a sleeping Tiffany's blankets to menace her~π΄
Photography: light_workmedia
Sleeper: tiffany_taylar_aerialist
My hood: rubberbemine
My costume: stitched.lips.sewing
(They/them)
Class was so good last night~
Top bar sit via strap pull up! 💪
The little noises I make trying to wrangle the hoop under my butt 🤣 Wiggly bugger!
Balance and strength getting better bit by bit.
This delivery kills me every time
ah, but Iβm singing like a bird βbout it now ππ‘
reblog to bonk the person you reblogged it from with a hollow cardboard tube
Bite
Ceramic
6"x6"
Hand embroidered brooch of a spoon winged lacewing (chasmoptera huttii) that I made recently.